Old Notes found on ipod 03/22/12

Feel a need to devote the self to a like mind. A like mind that dwells only on the nature of the new and the now. The now is a powerful aspect. Asking "ok what's next" quickens thoughts and helps hasten them through the hurdle of the blank birth canal; creating dead flakes of skin to the present. Pushing through is not an easy task. Making thoughts simple for everyone to understand does not come natural. to anyone who must understand, bring yourself to a superior level of emotion In order to connect, because with a higher being that allows us to think, a level of higher thought must be spoken, demon. you cannot control the mind, let it follow into uncontrollable bouts of crying and screaming. Thinking just thinking is creating. Creating negativity. But what good is it to not think, when thoughts are inevitable? Where are the laws and definitions and theorems and corollaries of human emotion and human thought? Deception. Deceive people into believing what a nice person you are. Lie to the self that it's a caring person, but feel only on the surface, because if you Cut deep enough, you will find your flesh rotting.